4 posts from September 2008

Hey Peeps,

SO guess what another day and o yes you guessed it there is nothing to do :O( I know i shouldnt complain but i am starting to go a little bit crazy. I need something to do cos im starting to go mad atm....

So mothers been putting the "When are you going to have kids" line into more conversations lately not that shes trying to make me and Dave have kids but becasue i have always pretty much said i dont want kids. i dont know what it is i mean if i fell preganant it would be amazing and another road to travel but its not something i am planning. I have never seen that in my future.

Maybe thats because before there was no way in hell i would have children with my other partners. I think it will be one of those things that will take (IN THE FUTURE) me down like a tone of bricks. I will fall pregnant and then i will know that i really did/do want kids? I dont know.

Right now there not on my radar.. Its funny because i get all clucky over puppies when it should be about children ahah and he gets all clucky about kids i think we have our wires swapped haha.

Eh who knows. This crazy thing they call life hey? I know why my mum keeps saying this i think she is afriad she wont get grandbabies. Because it is different with sons the child is normally with the mothers family not the fathers family and she would feel left out. Thats silly but i get it.

Neways there are things that need to fall into place before anything like that happens in my life. If i am lucky i might be able to have the things i would like :O) I dont know if it will ever happen sometimes it feels like it wont but i has to stay positive and do the things that only reply on me and wait for other people to join me... I dont want to Jinx what i have...  

One day. I am happy with things atm :O) Neways that was a bit of a random splurge... See im bored and it makes me think haha. Blah its only 9.40 :o(  Cries...

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SO i know i havent been on here much lately but things have been pretty full on for me lately. I feel like i am taking 10 steps backwards every single day because of work mainly. Or rather one particular tech who drives me nuts.

BUT this is life. iv been rather sentimental lately well i always am but just little things have been stirring up emotions. I went to see Dylan yesterday. It hurts so much that people can be so low. Everytime i go there someone has done something to his cross.

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I guess its kids because he is under the bridge where kids and dads normally fish etc. But i wish the parents would take notice and watch there kids, SO that they dont destroy or vandalise.... cos it means so much to all of us...

I took down some new pebals and flowers and cleared away the grass.. I am thinking of making a little picket fence. maybe? so that people will hopfully stay away...

I know there is nothing i can really do to stop it but i have to try.

Neways that is all..  

http://failblog.org/2008/08/29/global-warming-fail/

Example of something that makes me want to shake the person who said this and say "REALLLY how can you be so dumb"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!