292 posts from 2007

HARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOO earthlings. I am back. sitting here with the sorest back as i put it out. WHY? you ask cos i like pain no no not really and no i didnt plan it.

HE GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOORAY i am so massivly proud of my brother hey hes bloody brilliant and i love him muchly I got some of the BEST pictures of him. MY Fav pic..

PICTURE IT..

In his robe with his red, green coloured sash his graduation hat with the tassels, sunnies and in mid air jumped holding his guitar. its the best picture EVER. one of those pics were going to love forever. i shall blog later. when i can.

LAST DAY TODAY!!!!!!!! HOORAY i finish in one hour and 30 mins but who is counting. HAHA. i get time off over chrisy and new years and i start my new BETTER paying job in January the 7th :)

HOORAY NO MORE STRESSING FOR ME!

Love you all. HAPPY HOLIDAYS LUV ME xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Here i am look its me. Here are the goods and the bads.

1. Today has started well and i have like 4 meetigns so it will go fast *Fingers crossed* I can smell the weekend!
2. I Have an interview tomorrow and they were suprised i was leaving the company i was and acturally called me "A CATCH" in my eyes thats good right? not gettign to excited tho. just chilling for now..
3. I have friends who ROCK!!!! Thanks so much to miss janeth, claire and Miss evil wombat queen you have made things so bareable and light hearted. you Rock and your opinions mean the world to me...
4. MY BROTHER GO ME A TICKET!!! He is GRADUATING uni this sunday and he was only allowed 2 tickets WHICH MY loud aunty invited dad when noza wanted to invite me. COS i have been there threw the whole thing and helped him study and picked him up etc. DAD hasnt <-- NOT meaning to sound bitchy but thats the truth (and im in a hurry have a meeting in 10 mins.) MY Brother is the 1st person in our family EVER on ALL sides to go to uni and hes graduating and i can go!!!!!!!! i love my brother he is my rock hero :)
5. xmas shopping is all done so im not stressing.
6. rent payed up front till mid january so i wont stress if i have no job.
7. DAD IS ALIVE. there was a man hit by a drink driver in my dad's area, his age and all. MY PRAYER'S go out to this mans family. and i thank god that people i love are ok. i appreciate them so much!!!!
   

Ok i must run sorry!!!!

LOVE TO ALLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!

... So i have been feeling really crappy ... I kinda had a melt down last night i new it was coming there is only so long a girl can last with a fake smile plastered on her face.

Its what i do i let things bottle up tryng to mentally process and not to stress and sometimes it over comes me.

I no my BF hates seeing me upset so i try not to be, cos the last thing i want is him feeling bad...

But he gets angry when i dont talk. But i cant talk when i am like that. I snapped at him last night not the smartest thing to do specially when all i wanted was for him to just hug me. Not say anything cos there isnt anything he can do i need to just cry. But he got angry cos i couldnt talk and stormed off. He went to bed nto talking to me. And when i woke him this morning for work he glared and me and rolled over. If i wasnt feeling crappy enough as it was i am now!

So what do i do now. Odo i email him? No cos then he wont reply and ill feel like crap and get upset at work. And i dnt want to be upset anymore. So now i sit here checking my email every 2 minutes to see if he has emailed. I might as well be waiting for it to fucking start snowing here in Australia i dont hink my chances are likely!!!!

I think ill be drowning myself in Vodka when i get home today. At least that way ill be passed out so i wont have to deal with him ignoring me! BLAH!!!

I no i have been so slack with the lack of post's my bad im really sorry.

Here are the quick tips of my where abouts and actions over the last few days.

*WORK lots off it getting threw it as fast as i can mind you the hours have been slacking off over the last month. They dont care. its hard for me to.

*Drinking.. cocktails to be more specific. vodka vodka vodka.

*WE GOT OUR FENCES UP.. I no about time. it took forever but they are up hoorah.

*weeding, leveling, racking, picking up rocks and metal from out block so we can get lawn.

*Physiotherepy. My neck is out. and OMGosh i wanted to cry this morning when he was trying to massage the knots out. PAINFUL-NESS max.

*having random dreams about many topics such as the following (Christmas, old best friend, kittens and even an octopus that kept tryign to strange me. and so on).

*And WORK again.

*Planning xmas and bday gifts (mum,dad, dahlia,bubble, and so on.. )

should have the net by christmas. *FINGERS CROSSED* heres to hoping.

love you love me.

KEVIN 07

OUR NEW PM... COME ON RUDDY NO MORE IR LAWS AND BRING HOME THE TROOPS!!!

SO i found out that my contract runs out at work on December the 21st really sucky timing as its christmas but thats the way the dice rolls. BUT BUT BUT within 10 minutes i Had another interview!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGOSH ness. HOW Amazing is that. I have an interview this Tuesday :) I was upfront and told them my contact runs out on the 21st and id like to commit to that etc. and They appreciated that and I HAVE AN INTERVIEW...

CYBER GOD'S CROSS UR FINDERS FOR ME :)

OK so this just makes me appreciate who i am.. And my mother for that matter...  And ask the Question WHY a heck of a lot... *shudders* Creepy pics below.... Each to there own but i dont find this sexy.... *BLAH*

http://www.thewest.com.au/default.aspx?MenuID=29&ContentID=47859

This would be so horrible... TO wake up to this would kill me... What kind of control can you have... the sad part besides the fact of what he did to this lady and the death sentance he had (HIV) that he more than likely has passed on to this girl is that for him he is being rewarded. 42 years jail.. ALL that, that means to him is insteed of finding newspaper on the street to use as a blanket is will be given blankets and pillows and a bed and tv and food for nothing.. It just doesnt seem fair... :(

So i cant remember if i blogged about the Fall out boy concert or not. BUT i jsut found that i have some of the pics of the night so thought that i would put them up for you to laugh. WE HAD A BALL... WE sang, we screamed, we played in the play ground ont he way there, we drank and some of us (AMY) were wrecked... O And someone even threw there panties at the band so didnt realise that was still cool and i thought that was reserved for the king and non other than the king Mr ELVIS.. BUT ANYWAYS here are the piccas :) Loff ME...XXXXXXX

Tis a sad sad day when i am without the internet. O Gosh how nerdy is that. So from next week untill christmas i shall not really be able to get on the net and blog wonderful crap to myself to keep myself sane. BLAH!!! I wont be able to get online till telstra gets there Shizznicks together and connects the darn phone line... BLAH!!!